Revelations In Time

I don't blame you.

I understand and that is my blessing and one of my curses. I understand that you have mastered how not to give in to your emotions but your urges.

I understand your defensive mechanisms and I don't blame you when you want me
Just for my body to satisfy and not for my company.

I understand it's easier not to fight it. I don't blame you for the unspoken fear,

I understand why you think this is being a man, I know that pressure's there.

I understand why I scare you, I'm sorry that I do when all I really want is only the best for you.

I understand why you pull away or run or try to hide.  I don't blame you for not believing me no matter how hard I've tried.

I don't blame you when the thing that drew you in, turned you off instead. I understand babe, trust me I get it all, even what you've left unsaid.

So as much as I could love you if you'd just let it be
I have to let you and myself go free.

© 2018 Strict Evolution Creative Works and Entertainment

Whispers In My Dreams

I want that the love that flows between us radiates outward and penetrates every barrier forced against us to restrict this moment from happening.

I want that we pull each other together in a silent strong communication of our souls and energies.

I want that we experience emotion and understanding; such that words can not fathom.

I want that this binds us in totality.

I want us to never part.

I want us forever.

I want us.

I wait.

© 2017 Strict Evolution Creative Works and Entertainment

Some for Me, please.

Water. 

The one thing all living things need to survive. 

It brings sustainability, joy, peace, life. 
I want to be your personification of H20. 
Let me be the one to quench your love thirst. 
Let me glide along your tongue,

cool and sweet,
fill you up and over flow. 

Let me trickle down your body,relaxing, destressing you.
Dive into me when you need to escape.
Beat the heat of this world in my current, 
let it drown you in an oxidized wave of sensuality,

trust me, 

I wouldn't leave you in the deep end alone, struggling against the pressure.
I'll be there, 
surrounding you in a whirlpool of my selflessness and raise you to the surface once again.

Breathe 
Deep

Freshly anointed, glisten in the sunlight.
Absorbed into you, lay float on my love. 
I am enough.
Relax. 
Feel the gentle rocking of reassurance,

Close your eyes, let me drift you to my shore.

© 2016 Strict Evolution Creative Works and Entertainment

Cold December Nights

You sent your life force into me to bond,
to intertwine, to fuse;
then you severed it.
Dragged it away like it wasn't connected.
Left a gaping hole where so many things seeped through:
My essence, my vulnerability, my love.
 It spilled out and pooled at my feet.
Stagnant and rotting it tainted the source, billowing back into me as it had nowhere else to go. I ignored it but only left it to fester. 
Soon, my entire being was spoiled bitter by your sudden release.
 My energy dulled, lost its luster as it undertook a metamorphosis of negativity and pain, washed in hatred and regret. 
The reminents of my wall,  rapidly deteriorating as you continued to reveal your true self.....

© 2015 Strict Evolution Creative Works and Entertainment

Text Book

What I thought was a connection,
was just a misguided perception of my aching heart.
Simplicity, at its best,
we existed without effort, barely a thought, it started.
Peaceful, sweet and sincere,
I looked forward to hear the smoothness of your voice,
the hushed lullabies of our conversations replaying in my head.
Dreaming of  beautiful fantasies, awaking with future traces of you in my bed
My true strategy is to carter to you as you will with me.
Praying for guidance as always, hoping to see what I truly want, come to be
But you weren't to be my destination,
you were only a lesson
As I watch you walk off with your blessing, I begin to understand mine
Your happiness is my true desire and you were sent to inspire me
Vocalising my thoughts, reiterating my dreams, wants and needs
and while I often wonder and honestly miss what was and could've been.
I'm thankful,
for in the end, it all goes how its supposed to be,
no way of diverting from your true destiny.

For You.

© 2015 Strict Evolution  Creative Works and Entertainment

00:52

00:52.........How can there be peace when the peacemakers lie and scheme,
About what’s really going on,
but on the outside,
Parading in a façade of black diamonds and gold,
Believe me,
all the secrets are about to be told
You can’t fool all the people all of the time,
Uprisings will begin
forcing our hand by this multitude of sin,
Ying and yang, fire and ice, light and dark
Fortifying the reason why blood
will run again in the streets as we head to victory,
Victory, beyond our boundaries and limitations, mental slavery at its best,
Can’t pass the test?
Wither away, and let the rest of us proceed to take back the world that once belonged to we, 
we, who extend past the universe, stars and incomplete supernovas, 
complete take over, 
negativity will cease, decrease and the positive will excrete from every heart down to their feet, 
filtrating the soil beneath, 
breathing new, restored release into a new breed of once deceased potential,
ready for the adventure
that awaits,
as we awake,
the sleeping beasts
deciding our own fate.

Virtual Cypher Verse    © 2015 Strict Evolution Creative Works and Entertainment

Three in 1 Million(incomplete)

Picture this.
Write, type, formulate, every word forms with the souls intake
on how it should come out flowing freely and all inspired
car, bench, darkened room, comes fast all too soon,
sometimes quicker than the memory can process
spews deep from within the depths,
Emotion, pure, happy anger sad, ideas you've never even known to have had,
about life about love about that annoy ass prick,
somewhere where its okay to be a bitch a warrior a wizard or God,
because its nothing on the outside that matters at all
We don't do it for you
we do it for ourselves for release, completion and even wealth,
the wealth of knowledge, the mulah or both
The ancients knew this art long before we were envisioned,
passed down unknown through generations,
the hand full of uniqueness that isn't so one of a kind,
millions upon millions can write the same line, at different times with different meanings,
mispelt propelled by different feelings,
you cannot deny it it haunts and possesses,
flowing through the long crevices and capllilaries of creativity
Three in 1 million a dream to you
Life to me.

Tapp tapp dum dum dee da la,
it swells and forms into itself a being so unknown to man to be a force of understanding
, that's my jam, but why?
how can we all be so disconnected by lands and oceans and mindset and devotions, but are one in the bars, the ebs and flows of that one person's outlook on one we've had countless times before?

© 2015 Strict Evolution Creative Works and Entertainment